I have this guy friend who I am really close with now. I appreciate all his effort to make sure I am always happy even though he may get on my nerves at times. We have been classmates for two years yet we only started knowing each other three months ago. At first, we did not noticed each other but as time goes by, we started our friendship.
It all started when he was having problems with his girlfriend. He seemed really emotional with all his post on Instagram. I asked if he was okay with sharing his problems with me and so he did. Hearing his story just shows how nice he is as person or a guy. We talked till late night and even the next day after school. I have never talked to any guy as much as I talked to him and I didn’t knew why I was being that way. We were that close that we even talked to each other almost every day and shared our problems as if the world is never ending.
Till one day, whenever I see him, my heart just fluttered and I just kept wondering why. I will always look for him even before the examination start even though it could just be a short period of time. I kept going back home with this thought in my head wondering why I always had butterflies in my stomach whenever he was near me. It was kind off weird because we both just started talking but the question about our ‘crushes’ kept coming in our conversation. We once talked and then he suddenly tried a pick up line on me and I literally blushed so much that my heart stopped for a moment. So that is where I realised i fell for him. Days goes by, we finally talked about us and kind off cofness somehow? We sweet talked and he called me ‘sotong’ because of how blurry I get everytime we have a conversation. It was really sweet of how he complimented me and even gave me a high five before i enter the examination room. He was that cute that he can just really get mad when I didn’t give a high five in return whenever he raises his hand to me.
The day after, we talked and ‘we’ didn’t worked out. I got really emotional and decided to shut everyone out. That was the only time I really fell for a guy that much but things didn’t work out. As much as it hurts, I need to understand him as a person and respect his decision. I felt really lonely at that point of time because I no longer receive any messages from him. We literally stopped talking or contacting. It was the examination period so I don’t want both our results to be affected so I texted him and told him to not get really affected by what was going on.
After a few days when it happened, we finally becam closer. We talked and teased each other like bestfriends. Nothing was awkward because I treated him like my own brother. We continued to listen to each other rants and unstoppable naggings. He is now a close friend of me which was unbelievable as I wasn’t expecting the both of us to be that close now although I am no longer receiving any text from him everyday. It was really a teenage life situation but we managed to handle it maturely. The hurt was worth it as we are now like close friends whereby we teased and help each pther no matter whatever comes in our way.
I would like to take this opportunity to thank him for being part of my life. I will never forget his good deeds towards me and I will never forget the advices you gave me. You maybe very annoying at time but seriously you’re cool man and I cherish our friendship a lot. Two more years with you will be fun and I hope we will be closer in the future. Thank you for everything you have done for me !
- sincerely, the sotong.
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